I may be a week behind on this post but I have realised something during this week.
2013, I knew would be the year I would learn a lot about me, the end of 2012 found me falling into a Sales Manager job where sometimes I feel HOW has someone given me this job with so much responsibility. I am a 20 year old girl who sometimes thinks she is 35 and with experience not on my side this week I have realised I need to slow down and go back to learning from those around me.
Me and the boyfriend were looking through our old leavers books from school the other day and reading what I wrote in his made me notice how much I have started worrying what other people think of me. Thats not cool! I wrote in his book all sorts of rubbish all sorts of mis spelt dribbble that other people probably read and thought wow who is she.
Another example of me worrying to much about what people think is this blog. I never told people I wrote a blog, people just stumbled across it and some people like it some people don't. But when my friends from work found my blog I got embarrased about it, I didn't want people to think I was trying to be cool and become a big blogger, that is not what this is about, my blog is about me finding things that inspire me and writing it down so in years to come I can look back and say wow, I can talk a lot.
So 2013 is going to be more of me writing and less of me worrying my blog will never get better if I don't write more. I will never get better if I don't listen to what people are telling me. So overall in this small week of 2013 I have realised I need to chill! there are some things in the world you can't change. People's opinions is one of those and if people view and read my blog and think I am trying to become something I'm not then so be it. I enjoy taking 5 minutes out of the mad world and writing my thoughts and finds.
So what will you guys find on my blog in 2013? I want to help people find outfits for those occasions they have no idea what to wear. I love fashion and I miss being so involved with the shows and fashion life so this is my little bit for me. I live in a small town with not a lot to offer so I want to show people in similar places how they can make their small town less like hill billy land and more sex and the city. I also want to show you what I am up to during the year I have many things on my bucket list and I'm 21 this year so the bucket list begins!
Thank you everyone who reads my blog. I get excited when I see the views go up and up. I do appreciate it. Although I was embarrassed about it before if I don't love it then no one else will so I intend to take some time and learn the ins and outs of blogging so mine can be as good as the ones I follow and read.
Hope the first week of 2013 was as good for you as it has been for me!
